Following is a transcription of my real-time narration of the ceremony I conducted on November 30th, 2022. Just found it on my hard drive, posting here for posterity.
SPIRIT OF RADIO
Pa this is you fully embracing Resistance!
Everything is black but it’s gleaming and beautiful and amazing.
It’s the color of this armor you’ve been assigned to wear.
You saw this vision of two people dragging something heavy down a narrow hallway. There seemed to be Nazi symbols on the walls, or some kind of fascist aesthetic. They dumped it at your feet. It looked like a body, and they were like, “Put this on!” You were like, “Fuck!” but then you realized it was a suit. And when you put it on it was armor, this glistening black armor, supercharged.
MOONAGE DAYDREAM
Well, there, I got it. The full-blast, all the way through breakthrough experience, and then tutored by higher order beings who instructed me on how to contain the energy. And concentrate, and come back to a normal state of consciousness while holding on to that tension, and then releasing back into it again. And they explained to me that everything is just as I suspected: (and right now, even trying to speak this out loud, I feel Resistance pushing back against me)
The last couple years of painful, painful ceremonies was training, straight up training, to give me the strength to withstand the energies being unleashed here.
As soon as you understand that it’s real, it changes your cognitive stance. Basically, you then have a stronger foundation. You know it’s real. And you can use that foundation to stand up against Resistance. You can move into a state of perfect lucidity under this incredible strain.
UP AND ATOM
WOW! I learned how to use the music to power the visions themselves. The harder I concentrated, the more detail was revealed. Colors would become more vivid, or 2d would become 3d CGI,
At a certain point, the song became this ride. It became my battery. I was drawing power from the music with this machine of consciousness I had set up to guide me through this experience of sound. It was composed of two parts: internally, my experience of the music, my understanding of it, my relationship to it, and then externally, the actual physical sound of the music, the frequencies, the harmonics, the volume. You bring those two things into friction with each other. The stimulation provided by the aggressive loud music, and then placed upon that your interpretive model.
But you, as the user, are just there to enjoy it. You’re totally serene. Just harvesting the power, pulling power from the music in the form of intense emotion.
(I understand. I got it.)
USED FOR GLUE
You have to think of Resistance as an opponent you’re in a fight with.
You’re in the same weight class. You’re well-matched, but it’s gonna be a hard fight.
When you understand him, not as an opponent…he’s no more out to kill you than that 315lbs barbell on your back is. It’s just a load. And you only get as much as you’re willing to challenge yourself with. If you think you’re ready for it…but if you’re overestimating your abilities it’ll come at you with way more than you can handle.
When you become aware of it, your first impulse is to flinch away in superstitious fear. You ask for someone to help you, to save you. You don’t want to face it.
But if instead you engage with it, literally stand up into it like you are pushing up a weight, it pushes you just past the point you think you can stand, but you can stand it, you can dig a little deeper and push through.
YOU HAVE TO UNDERSTAND THAT RESISTANCE IS A TRAINING OPPONENT.
It’s all in how you frame it. If you think about it like that, as opposed to something to be afraid of…because it will kill you, it wants to kill you, that is undeniable, but it has some kind of regulator, set by the handler above, it only pushes so far. But He is testing us. And the harder he pushes you, the more you’ll grow. And as long as he’s getting the results he wants to see, it’ll keep coming.
46 & 2
Wow
Fuck
Just lived my own little superhero origin story
My ability to really access those emotions, and therefore really feel that celestial glory, was squelched by Resistance.
Deal with him. As a friend! Embrace him!
BLOOD AND THUNDER
That was the best it’s ever gone!
Still not in that place of complete relief yet. But on the whole a much better ceremony than I’ve had in a long time.
THREE DAYS
When you center your perception of the music in your chest, you’re still hearing it, but it takes the pressure off your ears, somehow. And it wildly stimulates the vagus nerve. It feels fucking great!
It has something to do with really concentrating on the music itself. It starts to feel like energy, and you can feel your own quanta of energy increase the longer and harder you concentrate.
It’s always increased by fascination and love.
Fascination is just an involuntary response to something that resonates with you. It’s something your Higher Self put in front of you, so now what are you going to do?
I’M ALIVE
Oh god it’s so unutterably brilliant!
To be able to listen at that level and absorb that energy.
COMMON PEOPLE
INTERMISSION
It’s going so well, I’m having a hard time just relaxing and enjoying it.
There’s a lot to come to terms with re: working with the body’s perceptual system. It’s an instrument that I can manipulate, engage with, at any distance I want. It’s going to take some practice!
The idea is to look for something that strikes you as beautiful in any given moment. That’s what fascinates.
Oh, the shimmer of her vibrato as she sings…that is where I can concentrate and grow in love and appreciation.
You can find SOMETHING in ANY moment.
(An internal conversation spoken out loud)
It’s an honor, honestly, I’d do this all day and twice on Sundays. Thank you for the opportunity to do this work. It’s amazing.
I can pull energy from this music, supercharge my personality.
The energy you can harvest comes down to the quality of your concentration, but also the volume of the music. The amplitude of the sound around you.
ATOMIC
I’m yours! Am I not your knight! Sent to do this work!
Resetting your reality firmly gives you a platform to work from.
UMBRELLA
“The Matrix, but good”
That’s how you can explain things.
That’s the setting for our story.
AKASHA, GODDESS OF THE FUTURE
HARBINGER OF A NEW CIVILIZATION
Not bad, Huey, not bad
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